today was

depressing. i hate the recession. i have some choice words to say to it. i am thankful i still have a job in the industry i love. but how far is to far? how do you keep doing what you are passionate about when all you do is give more and more of yourself and get less and less from it.  well i mean i get a lot from it in a non-monetary format...which sometimes is more important...hmmm but you need money to eat...soooo listen up theater...just give me enough to pay rent and eat and i think we can call it even. ok? is that to much to ask for? the end. thank god for good pep talks. nothing to get you of a mood like one of those...but it has to be really good...ok... tomorrow is a new day.